Memories Rubbish Container

I thought I was the only one like me...

Now, I feel that there's anything original inside of my mind.

I don't even know why do I feel that,

I'm just mad with everything and everybody.

I can't be with someone more that five seconds without

shouting to them.

I don't want to be like that; that's not me,

but I just can't help it.

I don't feel like myself; my shiny self,

my happy self is now a lot of rubbish.

I wanna change my life for an easier one;

without all the up and downs.

But at the same time,

I don't want to.

I just wanna wait to when the storm calms down...

What can I say?

After all, I'm a teenager.