I'm gonna blow up !

I guess it doesn't really matter, but; the things I was afraid of are happening right now. Things I don't want to deal with; not because of being scared, because I consider them stupid and completely unnecesary. It's like, seriously, do we need to be like that? Do I need to do such a thing to impress you? Are we actually going to forget everything? For how long will you keep on being such a jerk? Is there any possibility I change my mind? This is too much for me, the worst part is... It's not only coming from one person, that is definitely what hurts me the most.